CIII - Reality

The decision of what is concluded is denied by what is tried to hide.

Unknown to anyone for the pain I had denied.

It is the truth that I never like yet I keep in heart.

The lost truth is something I tried to keep apart.

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I always have reasons on what I do or say.

To even know from others, I keep it silent for you to stay.

What is done is done and what will happen next is unknown.

Before considering the facts will always be shown.

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Despite the reality it will never be erased.

But forgiveness I gave is all that I traced.

You are a friend that will never change by mind.

And a someone I always trusted by heart in which I find.

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To end the conflict, what happened I will forget.

To keep what has started, no decisions will I regret.

So in the end it will all be forgiven.

So in the end, all will be forgotten.

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-DJV, The Jed Guy, The Simple Poet

CII - Life

What can be seen by day.

Cant be seen at night, I say.

A face conceiled by only hopes.

The last paradise tied by ropes.

A smile defined by the soul inside.

Sly as a serpent that gods, it defied.

A dam full of worthless fears.

Have over flowed by billions of tears.

Simplicity for happiness it keeps.

Yet crawls away like a vine that creeps.

Despise reality like a painful truth.

A corrupted paradise that bears fruit.

Crying within but no voice to speak.

A rotten core that is given for the weak.

Shouts of pain unbearable inside.

To never be heard even if I cried.

»DJV, The Jed Guy, The Simple Poet

CI: The Game Master

Are you willing to play my game?

Where no one wins even luck is ashame.

Where the rules can never be on your side.

Where you can only run but can never hide.

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I am god in this game we shall play.

Even forever is not enough for I am the debt to pay.

I will always win in the end of the game.

No one can out match me even fame.

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I am always in control no matter what you do.

Playing with your mind and leaving you without a clue.

A game without hints or clues how to win.

And in the end I will kick you down and let you beg for your sin.

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Are you willing to play the game where I will give you pain.

Pain that will last forever like fire immune to heavy rain.

You can always back out but when we begin playing.

Then that is where you have to start praying. >)

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-D.J.V. The Jed Guy. The Simple Poet

C: The Song That my Heart Can Hear

I listen to a song that only my heart can hear.

A song I write into poems that can shed a tear.

Can be songs of pain and misery.

But rarely the songs of love and eternity.

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I cry quietly as I write those piece.

My heart burst slowly but it still beg me please.

To write more that my heart can relate.

Even if in the end no one can appreciate.

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I write those poems with my blood as ink.

Like a knife in my heart that slowly sink.

With a pen in my hand so that we’ll connect.

Even if in the end it burst in to wreck.

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I want to hear more from the songs my heart sings.

So that forever in my mind will be at peace as it slowly swings.

And when I end my poem my heart then smile.

And read my piece again as I stay for a while.

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-D.J.V. The Jed Guy. The Simple Poet

XCVIII: The Silence Of The Night

I feel again the embrace of the shadowy night.

That could touch that eliminates the presence of light.

It is cold as it touch me gently upon my face.

Wishing it to keep me happy as it stay in place.

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Oh the mistress of the night guide me with your song.

Sing to me the silence you bring without you being wrong.

I want you here beside me never living the side of this lover.

A lover who listens to your song of silence as much as forever.

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Play it softly as you put me to sleep.

I will enjoy it and in my heart that song I will keep.

Sing forever and kiss my forehead good night.

And you may vanish when I wake up upon the rays of light.

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But I shall soon be with you oh mistress of the night when darkness arise.

I will be here to be with you from dusk to the morning sun rise.

Let me be the one to keep you company upon the darkest night.

I will be with you until you are taken away from me by the sun light.

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-D. J. V. The Jed Guy. The Simple Poet. 

XCVII: Happy Birthday To Me.

I thought today will be great knowing its my birthday.

But why do I feel like there is nothing special today?

Is it because I feel like know one even cares for me?

Or everyone just want to torment me on this day I came to be.

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I though maybe today I can be happy like what I see in television.

People gives you presents and even tries to surprise you for your elation.

I just want to be happy on this day I thought was special.

But I feel like today is just another day like usual.

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I’ll stop expecting stuff I know that’ll never happen.

And start realizing that in this world I am already forgotten.

Soon after today will be just another ordinary day.

A day I just wish that I can finally have a my way.

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I’m tired of expecting too much from people I though cared for me.

I will never make another surprise for others if they can’t even make me see.

That I still exist even on the day they called “My Birthday”

But In the end all was just another ordinary day.

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-D.J.V. The Jed Guy. The Simple Poet

-Happy birthday to me. sigh

XCIV: Sunrise

Another bright day shined upon me.

As it purifies my tainted soul and set it free.

After such freezing night that I endured.

That warm light embraced me until I’m cured.

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I can finally lift this burden of eternal curse.

With a chance of salvation, I just hope I don’t burst.

One by one I can feel my problems disappear.

In front of me the gates of hell is no longer near.

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As I stand up from being kicked down for so long.

I can only hope that nothing can go wrong.

Another day was given to me to prove my worth.

Another chance is flashing in front of me to avoid being hurt.

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There is nothing I want more than fixing my mistake.

To avenge my soul even if my life is at stake.

I shall grab every chances my Creator grants me.

And I won’t disappoint Him and prove that I am worthy.

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-D.J.V.  The Jed Guy. The Simple Poet.

XCIII: Peace

I can hear the wind whisper upon my ear.

The sun shining gently as I watch the sky so clear.

It can be hot but the wind wipes away my sweat.

As I sit down quietly with my pen and paper already set.

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There is nothing that can go wrong as I slowly write.

The only thing I worry about is the time that I fight.

I don’t have a lot of time so this moment I cherish.

But as I try to hasten the words in my head starts to be selfish.

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My mind is free to wonder to the endless horizon.

I need nothing else right now except my reason

Watching the wind play the music as the trees dance.

It may look like nothing on the first glance.

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And now I see myself on a moment of peace.

I am invincible as my mind and heart is at ease.

I can sit here forever but the time is not on my side.

So I try to enjoy this moment of peace before it ends the ride.

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-D. J. V., The Jed Guy, The Simple Poet

XCII: Too Late

It took me so long to decide who.

And then I realized that it really was you.

I can’t find you anywhere as I try to look.

Every place I go is like searching for a word in a book.

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I want to fix everything that was wasted.

For this long time I can’t believe it is you whom I wanted.

The one I want to spend my life with for eternity.

The only one who can always make me happy.

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I turned my back seeing your beautiful smile.

But rather than running I step back and watched for a while.

It slowly rained as tears roll down my eyes.

Thinking how my heart filled my mind with lies.

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Seeing the one I love walking down the lane.

With the one she choose filled my heart with pain.

There was nothing I can say when I saw you.

And I then burst into tears when I hear those words “I do.”

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-D.J.V. The Simple Poet

XCI: Insanity

Have you been called insane yet you speak of the truth.

But then you realize that those who call you a fool are the rotten fruit.

You, who speaks of everything that can make sense.

Something that no one can understand but you, that makes you tense.

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You crawl from the depths of hell to warn those fools you want to save.

But in the end mocks you as if you are the fool but salvation is what you crave.

You try so hard to show them what you say is right.

And by following your example will be the path to light.

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As you plead for their attention a rock fell from the sky.

It hit you so hard but still you keep asking why.

More was going towards you and then to darkness you fell.

They dragged your body and toss it to the well.

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As the light slowly fades a hand grab you and a savior appear.

One by one you saw evil fall down to hell as your soul to heaven was near.

Still beg for their salvation but alas! the angel declines.

Slowly tears fall down as you hear their pain and heart breaking whines.

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-D.J.V. The Jed Guy. The Simple Poet